i looooooooove being reminded how downright lonely i could potentially feel...

M: don't you miss a certain someone?
I: huh no i don't have anyone to miss
M: that's kinda sad
I: no it's easier that way

i absolutely hate being made to feel like i need to depend on someone's company.

dependence is taxing, painful, disempowering.

on all sides.

no one is fond of those feelings.

i won't let my guard down like that anymore.

lost inside

i hate it when i allow myself to ponder. the worst place you can be is inside your own head...